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Bright lights and not much more |
I had no idea of what awaited me in Las Vegas. My image of
Vegas has always been an oasis of neon in the desert, a place to get married in
a style that promises a good story, probably better than the reality. I had
heard of the pervasion of gambling addictions to be seen in the casinos, but
most of all, I had heard Las Vegas was fun. I had not anticipated the level to
which Las Vegas would be a magnet for the great American soul sickness. This
is a city — if you can call this strange Boulevard of excess and anxiety, a
“strip” filled with crowds walking like zombies from one hideous casino to the
next, a city — without glamour, without depth, culture or character. There is
nothing to do here in Las Vegas other than gamble, eat, drink, shop and have
sex. All of which, it is hoped, will be done to excess.
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Empty life in Las Vegas |
Walking along Las Vegas Boulevard, commonly known as “the
strip”, my only reference point comes from science fiction film. I am reminded of a city built on a colonized planet, in space, removed from the rest of
the world, where life is lived artificially, in a closed environment. The
sprawling hotels-cum-casinos-cum-shopping malls have the appearance of being
fabricated in minutes, made for show not for function. And as the faithful
consumers trudge along elevated walkways between casino complexes, pulled into
the belly of the beast, involuntarily, by pathways that demand traversing one casino floor to get to the shopping mall, or the restaurant, or even to
cross to the other side of the street, I have visions of the workers in Fritz
Lang’s Metropolis, pulled by the
machine that ultimately eats them. To make the long transitions easier, consumers
carry litres of beer in the hand not holding the shopping bags.
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Paul winning at the slot machines |
For all of its fast pace, its freneticism, richness and
cultural overload, New York City is more relaxing, more contemplative than Las
Vegas. Because in Las Vegas, there is nowhere to sit, unless of course you sit
at the slot machine or the gambling table, at the buffet or the musical show,
having waited anywhere up to an hour for entry along with your voracious fellow consumers. In Las Vegas, everything is designed to keep gamblers moving to spend
the next dollar: time to relax would not be good for revenue. The emptiness
of a life spent walking, gambling, eating, drinking, is tiring, even
exhausting. Without intellectual, emotional, physical, spiritual
stimulation to give energy and meaning, to provide pause, the eyes and the feet get tired. Paul and I took to travelling up and
down the strip on the bus; it was afterall, the only opportunity to sit.
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Sex on Sale |
The contradictions are, unsurprisingly, everywhere. In New
York City there is a bank of distributors on every other corner containing free
magazines such as: Gothic Writers
Workshop, Metro New York, New York
Press, The Village Voice. In Las Vegas, there are perhaps more such
distributors, and their magazines are all about sex. Prostitutes abound,
selling their goods, in casinos, on the street, approaching any and every man, regardless of age, ethnicity, marital status or sexual orientation.
Sex, apparently always heterosexual, is easier to find than a seat to sit down
and drink your coffee. I don’t fully
understand why, but hand in hand with the apparent liberation of sex on sale,
comes an obsession, or perhaps it is a necessity, to be married.
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Home away from Home |
As though walking through the Sultanahmet in Istanbul,
hawkers don’t allow you to take two steps without attempting to sell. With the
promise of “free tickets” to the best show in town, they want you to “come look
at our hotel, we only take two hours of your time, and give you lunch.” I would
prefer to pay them the price of the ticket not to have them waste my precious
two hours, or better still, not see their “best show in town” at all. Before we realized the scam, Paul and I listened to their rap: they always asked us “are you married?” We began saying no, until we realized, unmarried, there were no tickets. So we said yes, and the questions began: “are you legally married”? “to each other?” “have
you got proof of that?” I asked one woman what an illegal marriage might be,
and she looked at me as though I had asked her if she was human. It wasn’t
the point, what mattered was that she could only offer us the two hours in her
hotel, lunch and free tickets if we were legally married, to each other. The
criteria are unfathomable for a world in which sex is for sale in abundance on
street corners, elevated walkways, and casino floors.
Las Vegas is the ultimate distraction. It is a place to escape,
to engage in activities that distract and detract from the dangers of thinking,
of feeling, of being in the world, of experiencing an inner life. If ever America needed convincing of the
tragedy that is its soul sickness, the evidence is writ large along Las Vegas
Boulevard.